Hi Mum its Christmas and I know I should be happy but Scott is on Drugs and Stacey and Samantha are sending me cruel messages that I can't see Dylan and the rest of their children...they won't let me send them Christmas cards or buy them presents..Mum I am on my own and its getting hard to keep smiling and keep on living as decent as I can...Please pray for the families and especially Scott to get off the Drugs and keep me in your prayers I miss you Mum, Jimmy